又是一个喜气洋洋的新年
每条大街小巷都充满了
让人窒息的大红

一年后的今天
也许我们就再也见不到面
十年的友情仿佛
一眨眼
化为烟迹消失在人海

十年后的今天
我们在人海茫茫的焦点
两条平行线的交织点
擦肩而过 却已成为
互不相识的陌生人

没有回头
没有留念
没有相思
没有谦悔

我们再也会不到
从前的那我不曾珍惜过
如今却又遥不可及的
从前……

~26th Jan 2009~
~Chinese New year~
A tragic ending that marked the new beginning

"... and some more you are a councillor."

This is the second that somebody said to me.

I am a councillor so what?
So what if I have to break ONE rule
after following them deligently and rigidly for years
So what if I did somehing that
I don't even know that is wrong?

Yeah, I am a councillor
and i sacrifise my break times, at home, late into the night, early in the morning
to do the work that does not even concern me
and i didn't give a damn about my breakfast and lunch
just to improve things for the better

When did you ever do that?
So what did I do wrong now?
What did i get in return of doing that?

You have eyes
but that is what made you blind
You have ears
and that is what made you deaf
You have a brain
but you dont use them to think
you have a mouth
but they talk senseless crap

You shut your ears when explaination concerns
if you do not understand
then simply shut up

If your dignity comes before what is right
then quit your job and go to somewhere else that you won't trash another person's hope just for your own selfishness.

Seriously, quit ur job. you arn't suited for it

You are a failure as an educator

月亮
到了丝毫无瑕丝的园后
总是要开始另一个循环
月圆月缺

美好的事情意味着厄运即将降临
而狂风暴雨后终究会让太阳征服大地

这是自然 是我们生存的规律

那么
眼泪蒸发后还会再循环吗？
被刺透了的心还可以再重生吗？
迷失方向还可以重见希望之曙光吗？

我那在嘀嗒嘀嗒流着
泪与血的心灵
何时才会
化为幸福的牺牲

耐心在等待一个答案……

街灯绊住我 眼前下一步
拉长的影子 嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡

原来最疼痛的表情 竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面 可以甜言蜜语

我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地 跟着我难分难离

原来最孤单的是 我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是 我不能面对自己

你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹

咬紧牙关，下一站则海阔天空


2009年的到来
仿佛把2008年无情的淘汰
所有的烦恼痛苦悲伤
全部都已成过去式

在这篇崭新的日记簿上
抬起头 继续走

前方是无止境的
路上有再多的挫折都
不能让我们坚强的意志屈挠

如在这新的日记本上写的第一句
咬紧牙关，下一站则海阔天空

美好的未来在等待着
对明天充满期待的我们
新年 新气象
崭新的
我