I do not understand

How some people can be so selfish.

You are the one who smokes
You are the one who gambles
You are the one who got fired and lost your damned job
You are the one who wanted to start a business
You are the one whom our entire family revolves around now
You are the one who complains although it is your fault
You are the one who always pushes the blame to us
You are the one who started everything
You are the one who made my mom cry
You are the one who made her help you out late into the night even after her tiring day of work, but yet getting all the scoldings from you
You are the one who killed the peace in our diner table
You are the one who has such ill tempers that no one dares to offend you
You are the one who CAUSED EVERYTHING.

I do not understand
how I can have half of the blood in my body belonging to yours, and yet hate you to the deep of my bones.
I do not understand
how can this marriage last for so long with such chaos.
I do not understand
how can the other half of the world be the lousier of man kind, but yet supposedly the "stronger" ones.

I did not have a choice to choose who you are.
But I am really sick of it all.
If i have a choice, I would rather leave. Maybe I'll bring my mom to somewhere where we can have some peace and quite. Away from you.
But I won't do it now. Because I sympathize with you. Get it? Not love. Its merely sympathy.

And now you ask me why I hate the other half the world?
And now you know why I don't believe in love and marriage anymore.
It is all because of you.

I am sorry but to say this, but in the current world that we live in,
MAN no longer are superior compared to WOMEN.
And i will prove it to you, I will prove it to all man kind.